I turned 22 last Tuesday, nothing special. I didn’t even tell anyone at work. I don’t know, for me it’s just a regular day. I did try to be excited about it but nothing.
It’s my 5th month on the job, I’m tolerating it, I guess. I still think nursing is not my thing. The whole soothe your patients, take care of them gig, not really my forte.
Patients die on my shift and I ceased feeling anything, just blank apathy, and relief because it’s one less patient to mind. Maybe because it’s a really common thing our ward that I got used to it. I don’t know.
I just don’t feel anything right now. So much for 22