I’m on afternoon shift today. I know I should be getting ready but I feel tired. Should probably cook lunch after this.
I envy nurses who say no matter how hard this career is they wouldn’t change it for the world. Why? Because I know I would change careers in a heartbeat. It’s not that I don’t like helping people, it’s just that I am not happy with what I’m doing, I feel like I’m just going through the motions and not really doing it. And I am still scared to see people die.